Posts Tagged ‘death’

note to Readers:  This is a Cento poem, an assembly of another writers words: actually two other writers in this specific instance.
While reading, imagine two different voices, each speaking their lines to you (italics vs not), with perhaps even a third, saying the chorus parts (prolog, interlude, etc.). Your ear will add more dimension that way.

  
  
  

the universe begins with
an empty face because

    (being a chorus in two voices)

  

    prolog:

    The woman and the man dreamed that God was dreaming about them.

  
  
We were laying on her bed with a mohair blanket covering us.
In places where there was nothing, the seventh day put soil; the eighth plunged its hands and feet in the soil.

The first sun, the watery sun, was carried off by the flood.

That night, there was a full moon encircled by ice crystals.

She was dying in the same way she was living, consciously.  All that lived in the world became fish.  I kept expecting Mother to appear.

When women were birds, we knew otherwise.  
The thunder birds left the little girl in the fork of a tree.  ”You’ll live here,” they told her.

I will say it is so: My mother’s voice is a lullaby in my cells.

“We’ll come every time you sing.”

Her absence became her presence.

No one will be able to sleep, nor to keep secrets, and every body will know who is people, who is bird, and who is beast of the forest.
  

    interlude:

    They will be born and die again and be born again.

    Two parrots appeared out of the sky.
    No sooner had they alit on the ground than they turned into women.

  
  
Between the silences, we played together.

When she saw the fleshy fruit at her feet, she picked it up and bit into it.

Water is essential.  She felt a strange pleasure and became pregnant.

A mother is essential.  And God thought, “The rabbit is so small.  Yet he did all this.  If the rabbit were big, maybe I wouldn’t be God.”

My mother’s transgression was hunger.

Before the sun arrived, the woodpecker pecked at the wooden girl below the belly.

Thus she, who was incomplete, was open for the sun to enter.
  

    admonition:

    I like the idea of erasure.

    synonyms:  abolish blot cross out cut dispatch efface eliminate excise expurge gut kill launder negate nullify obliterate scratch out stamp out strike take out trim wipe out withdraw

  
  
When a Guarani child dies, he rescues it soul, which lies in the calyx of a flower, and takes it in his long needle beak to the Land Without Evil.

The jaguar gave him a bow and arrows and taught him to defend himself.

Turn the pencil upside down, erase.  He learned that fire illuminates and warms.  Pencil upright.   Begin again.

In a family that hunted, I learned the names of the ducks my father would shot.

God came up softly, stroked his back, and suddenly caught him by the ears, whirled him about, and threw him to the ground.

Solitude is a memory of water.

And every day I am thirsty.
  

    epilog:

    They will never stop being born, because death is a lie.

 
 

cento poem assembled by neil reid © june 2012

 
 

  
Written for the We Write Poems prompt #110,  
Stringing pearls!
.
That’s a graceful way to say the more mundane – take two different “cento” (prose) source materials, from two different writers, and interweave them together in a “conversation” of sorts. Simple but challenging, huh? (Read the prompt.)

commentary:
So, define “conversation”? Not so easy now! Not in this respect of two tangential voices laid together, side by side (whether willing or not!). So, think this way – two actors, performers, standing upon the stage, side by side, saying their respective lines. Each one does by content, by physical proximity, by intent – then each inform the other by what they say. Moreover, there is a “third” involved in this conversation – that third is you! Meaning too, you, reading this. So that’s where the conversation exists, and “is” in a very real and present sense.

Now the “topic” here, that’s simply chance (if you so care to believe). These are two of the books I am reading right now. And both writers very powerful of word and masters of imagery. I simply followed.

cento with cento sources:

(voice one) Terry Tempest Williams, When Women Were Birds.

(voice two) Eduardo Galeano, Genesis, Memory of Fire.

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Evening mail

E v e n i n g   m a i l

Sometimes into your evening comes an email like this. What to say, that’s hard to say. But rather something than nothing, don’t even care if the gathered words make a good poem. Sometimes that just shouldn’t matter.

You get the news of nothing’s bloom.
As predictable as any car crash down the street.
Unexpected noise. Clothes on the laundry line.

You interject, it is only ink. Or less.
But not so much little less as another made.
It comes, it sits on my lap like some cat.

How unextraordinary.

Here’s the part that burns like a match.
When someone dies, that means one thing.
When it is by their own hand, meaning
is draped in silence, lips unmoved.

Half a hand. Meager mean pen.

I wanna write a poem. I trust what words
imply. Let pigeons loose on the roof.
Find home.

Circled flight.

And it is. Whether I speak or not.
But what shame not to bleed once more
life just exactly what it is.

I want that poem writ that says better
right. But what better words now lost.
Two fewer ears to receive.

Some lack of grace, but this poem now
don’t want to end

not even to be polite

neil reid © october 2010

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Faucet

Not like a stone, I change when I wanna.  Italics perhaps makes more clear.

Faucet

 

And then someone says no you won’t listen

it’s your day your hour your time no it isn’t.

You resist, a matter of principle no it’s not

any excuse for a port, brave new waves.

Barely through the door side door like

grandmother did she waved me away.

Love flew from that hand.

 

Thought then only safe not safe at all.

She died.  Great uncle did.  Not me not yet.

But then someone says not listening

not listening it’s your day your time not yet.

 

Maybe I don’t feel so well bright sun

but not me her instead, although not yet.

But close enough to point oh there you see.

She told me her name.

Hands touched.

 

Hadn’t even told her yet every word

were they only shy so tender passion

holds its breath.  Come more close

wasn’t said.

 

Only a few minutes now not yet.

Please not yet I race ahead

where only water remains.

 

Waste not one drop.

 

 

Neil Reid © October 2009

 

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Five days

For my mother, Virginia 1911-2005

 

Five days

 

 

Climbing high in memory’s eye, this

raptor’s peak nine decades and one,

woven nest of gathered thread.

 

Five days, one doctor said.

Only his single voice on the telephone.

And I understand how reason arrives.

She’s coming home.

 

Like valley snow, plum blossom white

settled far and wide as eye could hope.

Spring like sleep awakes.  Seen from

her child’s home, now long painted ash.

 

A gentle slope’s summit west of here.

One of a paragraph or two she shared

with me, her mother’s lap like a faded

map.  Hush, she said to me.

 

The full rich hair, a naval officer’s neat

lapels and uniform, the face in a mirror,

exactly me.  Even to my unused name.

One husband gone, one secret kept.

 

It was just a fall’s broken wrist, wrapped,

but it was the last.  A handful’s years

lost of memory, how then now this choice?

No food, the least the most, her silence spoke.

 

Five days at most they said.  Sent

behind, those more to comfort attend.

Was it the third day perhaps, please

allow this to lessen the pain, one nurse

of those gathered spoke, adjusted her.

 

Mother turned her glance, a temptress breeze

of spring, impishly said clear and sweet,

     You wanna make love to me?

     We smiled, understood.

 

In all that history tucked and blanketed,

here was twenty and something again.

Something I had never seen, like a

window now.  Sure it wasn’t quite real

like real, but it was, once upon a time.

 

One sweet page from a secret book.

 

 

Neil Reid © August 2009

 

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Kathleen, in memory

Kathleen

 

RagRoads

Upon the lines of road, someone’s life lay down.

Clothes in colors like on a season’s tree, strung

now aside where the many cars slowed and looked.

Each in wonder some, this rainbow come to ground,

what meaning here?

 

Pale reds and blues, pink, then greens, show

what in wonder passed this way not long before.

Nothing more than mere fabric on the hard black road

and warm, yet we all needed to see, slowed our pace,

although no reason here to stop.

We kept our path, moved away.

 

She’d have liked the colors that changed

my road home this day.

 

And just as this morning spoke, and inadvertently

someone said of this friend, just last week who

passed away, and saying now, she is only ash.

 

No body, no more.

How much more can less be than this?

I am the question, not the answer here.

Colors and a face.

 

 

Neil Reid © July 2008


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